Emptiness in my heart
I was feeling bored and decided to go thru some of my old photo albums. It somehow jolted my senses when i see photos of my friends and i eccentrically posed at the camera and all sorts. Some were photos of our trips and some were about our activities. It actually brought back memories and i missed the old days.
Time flies and it changes in the process. So do people.
The flame of a candle would burn out.
But the flame in friendships will never...
It's been a while since i hanged out with my highschool friends: Whye Shen and the bunch. All i've been seeing often is Keen Seng or Yun Sing all the time; the rest are somehow like strangers to me now. Even if we do go out, i feel kinda awkward being around them. The whole situation's even harder when i find out they made plans to go out on a trip or whatever. Maybe it's none of my business as i don't find myself hanging out with them as often as i did before. It's so hard to put on a straight face when i see them planning eagerly about their trips; when i'm not involved in any of those anymore. It seems that everything has been thrown back to the past and everyone's moving on with time. Even friends from college (TARC) have all graduated, went overseas, working and one even became a beauty queen. Everything familiar have turned so different.
Friendship is like pool balls.
Time flies and it changes in the process. So do people.
The flame of a candle would burn out.But the flame in friendships will never...
It's been a while since i hanged out with my highschool friends: Whye Shen and the bunch. All i've been seeing often is Keen Seng or Yun Sing all the time; the rest are somehow like strangers to me now. Even if we do go out, i feel kinda awkward being around them. The whole situation's even harder when i find out they made plans to go out on a trip or whatever. Maybe it's none of my business as i don't find myself hanging out with them as often as i did before. It's so hard to put on a straight face when i see them planning eagerly about their trips; when i'm not involved in any of those anymore. It seems that everything has been thrown back to the past and everyone's moving on with time. Even friends from college (TARC) have all graduated, went overseas, working and one even became a beauty queen. Everything familiar have turned so different.
Friendship is like pool balls. Contact they make creates impact...
Maybe this is just something childish and naive; but i've always cherished friends around me as they are the sparks of my life (besides Manda, that is). My life's filled with excitement, laughter and adventure when i'm with friends. We have our frequent disagreements, yet sharing the same amount of concurrences. Having friends around me, make me mature even faster than some loners.
I've realized that the more i hang around one circle of friends, i tend to neglect another. And right now i've became concious that i've disregarded the ones who have made highschool a joyous moment for me, the ones i used to call my true friends. Hence the abandonment of me from them.
Just last week when i went out with Kwan Loong to meet up with the gang, i realized i've missed out so much from them! Everything seems formal to me. Not that they were formal to me, but i was to them, making things even worse than before. Everything falls back on me. Whatever you do comes back to you. Well, that's karma for you.
I wished everything was to be like before. I wished everything destructive done can be undone. I wish i can turn back time and live my highschool life once more. I wish i can stop being so paranoid.
Waking up to a new day. I know nothing can be done. What's done is done. All i can do is continue walking on and adapt to what's going on around me without forgetting the existence of my friends.
I miss everyone...
I've realized that the more i hang around one circle of friends, i tend to neglect another. And right now i've became concious that i've disregarded the ones who have made highschool a joyous moment for me, the ones i used to call my true friends. Hence the abandonment of me from them.
Just last week when i went out with Kwan Loong to meet up with the gang, i realized i've missed out so much from them! Everything seems formal to me. Not that they were formal to me, but i was to them, making things even worse than before. Everything falls back on me. Whatever you do comes back to you. Well, that's karma for you.
I wished everything was to be like before. I wished everything destructive done can be undone. I wish i can turn back time and live my highschool life once more. I wish i can stop being so paranoid.
Waking up to a new day. I know nothing can be done. What's done is done. All i can do is continue walking on and adapt to what's going on around me without forgetting the existence of my friends.
I miss everyone...leon just rambled at
10:47 AM
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