So she sits and thinks
Of who she wants to be,
What's inside of her
She can't even see.

Her life so perfect
Has always been her dream -
Something to never happen,
Or at least it seems.

If only she could have
Just that one special chance,
To fall in love again
With just one glance.

The hurt, the pain
Has dulled her light,
Cause the love of her life
Didn't treat her right.

Why did he always make her cry
Why couldn't he even try,
Why couldn't he tell her why
So many times, he said goodbye.

If only i was given that chance
To undo those upon her,
To be what is better and stronger
So she would never have to suffer.

Sighhh...



Oh btw... i also wanna wish:

A very happy birthdayy to Elaine Choo@Yee.

HAPPY 21st Birthday, babe!!

Kill this, as you may...

Caution: This post may be a waste of time. Readers may suffer from brain damage and further illnesses after getting to know about this issue.


After Lina Teoh... After Arianna Teoh... the standards of Miss Malaysia/World has been dropping drastically. And now this year, they're having the voting system where u can vote kill off the contestants you wouldn't want to be in the competition. So the more you KILL them, the better chances your friend (or the chick you've been stalking) would win the crown.

Pfftt.... how fucking lame, brainless, stupid and lame (oh, did i repeat this?) this system is. Voting system?! The Malaysian Dream Girl thingy had the same voting system also. So some stupid, no-life, Chinese lala who has too much credit to waste can spend most of his time; where the money could be used for better causes (CHARITIES, perhaps??), it's all spent on getting some random chick to win some random title, which is also kinda useless. And now, it's MISS MALAYSIA!!! For crying out loud!!! Do we want some random girl, who won the title through some stupid lame fuck shit voting system to represent our country?!?! It's like sending mat rempits to represent Malaysia in F1!!

Great! We shall have some random fella representing Malaysia in the upcoming Miss World pageant; who would most probably go fuck some rich fella and have him hire some low-life people to start clicking non-stop to "kill off" the other contestants. Or... or... buy a whole bulk of top-up cards and start voting non-stop, every single day... every single hour... every single minute... and every single moment of his pathetic (yet wealthy) life. I bet even if the girl wins, it's not gonna make any difference to Malaysia either. As if the winner would do something about "promoting Malaysia", since she'd have won it by some landslide win due to fanatic clicking on the others in order that she'd win the "crown".

Swelling idea!

Why am i so hostile towards this? Cz it's sooooooo stupid. It's sooooo dumb. It's fucking lame. It's so uncreative. It's so cut-throat! Overall, the idea of having a voting system is just STOOOOOPID!!!

Anyway, if you're interested in this... or to those who wanna see how fucking dumbass this whole Miss Malaysia/World's voting system goes... Click here to find out for more.

And while you're at it, go "kill off" some fugly looking girl from the pageant please!!!! Just click on the "List of Potential VICTIMS" to start your killing spree.

Arghhhh... this is so wasting of my precious braincells!

Bogged with thoughts

I don't know what to say. I don't know how to say. Every moment passed seems like eternity, yet i am still stuck here without a single word coming out from me. Dilemmas struck upon me. I do not know what i should do - now and later. I am worried that whatever i do would trigger off several unwanted events. It seems like i am lost; for words and for directions.

Every single day and night, I'd be pulled down with so much mind-boggling imaginations as they set off free and wild... which mostly comes with negative impacts. This predicament i am going through right now, no one would understand nor empathize. It is up to me, and only myself to set upon this unwanted journey. And to end it for good.

Walking down an empty street... hoping to see a familiar face.

A try is always a gamble. "No pain, no gain," as they said. But i am in pain, yet still no gain. My luck sucks when it comes to gambling. Lady Luck will only shine at me once in a blue moon; as often as it snows in Africa or even in Malaysia. I ponder on the consequences. "Should i... Should i not?" i asked myself.

Hoping for someone, or something to clear the clouds in my mind.

It has been haunting me for the past few weeks. I am trying hard, yet not hard enough to overcome this stupid issue. Would it be worth it, i may not know. "What if...??" is also poking fun at me; jeering and taunting me to make a move. It feels like i am being surrounded by a horde of bullies; kicking and daring me to do something, or else.

What should i do?? Hmmm...

Got tagged!! -_-

Instructions:
Remove one question from below and add in your personal question, making it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
:: dunno yet... guys like me would most prob marry late.

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
:: Australia, Taiwan, Japan, Korea, New Zealand, EUROPE!!!!

3) What's your favourite thing to do?
:: music, sports, sleeping and eating

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
:: right now? definitely...

5) Do you believe you can survive without money?
:: sure... if i'm on an island with everything i'd need.

6) What are you afraid to lose the most?
:: my loved ones

7) If you win $1 million, what will you do?
:: woooooooo....!!!!

8) Dream job?
:: traveling journalist

9) List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you
:: cute, funny, OWNS A MINI COOPER!!! LoL!

10) If you have only one wish, what will you wish for?
:: ti have a time machine

11) If you could rewind time, would you?
:: nope... wat's passed is past. I learn from the past.

12) What's your ambition?
:: to have more money i could ever have.

13) What's your favourite song at the moment?
:: Sara Bereilles - Love Song & Elisa - Dancing

14) If you can teleport once, where would you go?
:: to a time machine?

15) What do you think is the most important in your life?
:: F&F... Friends and Family

16) If you could undo one mistake in the past, what would it be?
:: to have studied harder... sigh!

17) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
:: my temper

18) What music have you been listening to recently?
:: instrumental songs

19) What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
:: win a lottery of USD400,000,000

My question:
20) Would you do another tag?
:: Not at the moment... i wanna go PARTY!!!

I tag:
- Florence
- Ivy
- Kristy
- Lily
- Sarah
- Van
- Prada... dat is IF he even updates anymore. -_-

Okay... i'm out for now.

Finally done!

Finally... i'm done with semester two!!! Arghhh...!! I shall enjoy the holidays as much as i can!!

No more worrying about assignments, no more having to go for boring classes... NO MORE!!! But then again, i'm gonna miss the fact of being in coll for a month plus. Bahhh...

And oh yaa...

CK Flash

Cool huh?

Heh heh heh... :P

HOLIDAYS!!! YAMCHAAAA... anyone?

The Fishbone Strikes Back!

Yesterday was effing tiring!! On Sunday night, i was watching the Portugal vs Swiss match (which, blaaardy hell, Portugal lost 2-0!!!) and slept kinda late. Jon slept over at my place and was already knocked out.

5am: The freaking alarm rang like crazy. Both of us couldn't wake up.

5.20am: Jon woke me up, and i reluctantly did.

6am: I had to wake mum up to send to Burger King, Desa Hartamas, where we met up with Evelyn and Nancy (our bosses) to head off to Port Klang for our event site. Fishbone was there too and i had to keep my urge from kicking his noisy ass out of the moving car, literally. Will elaborate more on this later...

On our way to Port Klang.

Blaaardy hell Jon slept thruout the whole journey and he was swaying left and right, and finally bended all the way to my side. I had to sit up straight for almost half an hour, which is painfully tiring!!!

Look at this stupid pig!!

Reaching the port's security gate.

Helping Nancy to unload stuffs for the event.

After unloading most of the stuffs from the car, we helped sorted things around and started our briefing.

The entrance of our event's tent.

The dining area for the VVIPs.
One of them being the Sultan of Selangor.

The seating area of the VVIPs.
And yes, Nancy's pointing out... "It's the launch for Toyofuji!!"
:P

And for the others.

"WHY ISN'T IT IN FISHBONE STYLE?!?!!? I WANT IT IN FISHBONE STYLE... NOWWWW!!!!"
(inside joke)

The ship used for our launch.

We collected our crew tags and had our briefing after breakfast. Nancy told us of our event's plans while we had to coordinate her orders, as well as protocols as the Sultan will be there. Unless we'd want a bullet up our asses. LoL.

Our crew tag.

Nancy giving instructions to us and the ushers...

...on how the planning will go;

...on how the protocols will be like;

...and under the hot blaring sun too.
-_-lll

One of the highlights of this job is that... It's my first time ever to be up on a transport ship!!! It was an awesome experience... despite having to run like crazy.

Going up the ship.

Storage area where they hook and secure the cars they're importing and exporting.
(mainly Toyota cars, and the can hold almost 2,000 cars!!)

Going down the ramp where our demo cars are at.

Heading towards the saloon

Going up more stairs.

...to THE BRIDGE!!

The ship's captain being briefed and explained on the protocols.

The escape pod.

When we got down from the ship, we noticed something... something really bad! And the event's starting in another hour or so!

That scene looks damn magnificent if you're there personally.

It started to pour... cats and dogs!! Elephants and rhinos!! We had to push and keep everything aside so the chairs and red carpet won't be wet. Gosh, it was damn hard work wei... luckily food was provided. Meehoon with fried chicken and an egg. Hmm. not bad at all. After eating, we went and change into our "uniform".

Jon and i in our "uniforms".

During the event, i couldn't actually take anymore pics. But when the Sultan and other VVIPs were dining, we were slightly free... and there starts the camwhoring session!

The girls...
From left: Sharifah, Tim, Pey San, Evelyn (our other boss) and the other two girls...
(Their names? No idea)
Nancy was busy running here and there... as usual.

The guys in suits...
From left: See Khay, Adam, Alex, Khai, me and Jon.

Luckily we had a lil time for relaxing. We were even permitted to eat the food provided for the guests too. Oh well, it's a normal situation when it comes to Nancy's jobs. Same goes like the previous Petronas events. And the camwhoring continues.

Pey San, the cutie and some of the guys.

A thorn among the roses.

And then... a rose among the thorns.

Jon and the others were busy "chasing" after someone for pics.

And it turned out to be...

Our emcee, Ms. Hong Ju Kee!
LoL.

Tim, the crazy and perky chick, whom i bumped into at this job.
She's in my profile database, and we share a mutual close friend.

Everyone eating.

After eating, we started to pack up and clean up everything around us.

The place after dismantling and cleaning up.

We went home in a very tired state. And the whole journey home wasn't a pleasant one either. The car was packed. I wished i could just put Brandon along with the other stuffs in the car... IN THE TRUNK!! -__-lll

Oh well... it was another great experience and good pay too! LoL. Speaking of Brandon, after so many times of working with him; after seeing Matt (who never shows his temper before, ever) screamed at him; after all the annoying episodes... i just can't stand him. My patience level is getting lower and lower for him. During our work yesterday, i had a really strong urge to kick him into the water, as our event site was just next to the sea. Arghhhh... everyone there couldn't stand him already! He even dared to argue with Nancy, our boss!!! That shows his stupidity, immaturity and low level for common sense. All his complains, whinings, bossying and crapping. Arghhhh... at least he's outta my face for a while before the next event with Nancy's crew.

I'm out for now.

Italians clogged!

Okay, i should be kicking myself for not concentrating on my assignments. But i can't help it. Cz the Netherlands just kicked Italy's asses with a 3-0 win, with van Nistelrooy and Sneijder scoring in the first half, then Bronckhorst adding to the scoresheet. The Italians should be fuming!

This year, weirdly, i'm supporting Holland for the WIN! Okay la... maybe Portugal too. :P

ORANJE RULEZ!

Sigh. Back to assignments.

Another buzzing event!

I'm so braindead right now! Having assignments which i don't know why i'm not really "motivated" to finish up - an article on Death Penalty for Creative Writing class and also a newspaper layout and webpage assignment for NPW. Arghhh... i'm trying to finish up everything so i can concentrate on Advertising's last assignment!!

Anyway, i was just surfing around and found out about this. Immediately i was hyped about it!

The KLue Urbanscapes Music Festival 2008 is ongoing again this year; and it would be at Sentul Park (where we went for Starlight Cinemas two years ago). There will be SEVEN main festival arenas (something like Recharge 2007 huh?). Four on live performances stages where performers such as our Taylor's College icon, Mr Azmyl, OAG, Bittersweet, Joe Flizzow, Jerome Kugan, KL Undercover, LapSap, Goldfish & T-Bone, and many more will entertain the public; namely at the XPax Lawn Stage, the XPax Box, Accoustic Livehouse, and the Lakeside. The other three arenas are namely the Gallery (modern arts), the Cinetheatre (featuring the likes of Fahmi Reza's 10 Tahun Sebelum Merdeka, Shanon Shah's Air Con, and etc) and the Marketplace (something like a bazaar).

Here's abit more information on the event:

*ignore the word "MAP" there.

Instead, click below icon for directions to Sentul Park.

Still KLUEless about what it is?? Then just go to the icon at the bottom of my sidebar, and CLICK!
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Arghhh... i'm already hyped on going for it now!

Anyone interested?? Gimme a buzz... we go t'gether-gether!!

Got milk?

I can't seem to sleep. Don't know why. Must be my biological clock turned upside down again. Oh well...

Germany beat Poland 2-0 a while ago. Bahhh... i hate Germany anyway.

Last week, Jared rounded up few of us for a job. Jared was paired with Charles; Boon Chin with Joo Foong while i was with Kailash. It was a job by Leo Burnett and their client - DutchLady. We were supposed to head off to different directions in different teams and mine had to head of to Kuantan (of all places...). Hitz Cruisers (KL), MixFM Cruisers (Penang), MYfm (JB) and ERAfm (Kuantan) followed different trucks to their destinations.

It was quite an easy job, seeing that all we had to do is give up free milk to people at our various stops. Goshh, i kinda am "amazed" on how semangat Malaysian are when it comes to free stuffs. People swarmed our DutchLady truck like flies for the free milk. When Kai approached people with a few packs of chocolate and low-fat milk, he was evidently turned away by the public, thinking he was a salesperson. But when the word FREE popped out, even the ego-est person in that area would run as if it's the end of the world, just to get a few free packs of milk. Some kept coming back when we've already insisted that everyone can only take 2 packs each, so that everyone will have the chance to have the free packs of milk. But nooooooooo... some kiasu people kept sending their kids to collect the free milk. These blaaaaaardy people. Some would pretend they don't know, while some send their kids when they stalk the truck like spies; hoping their kids would show some innocence so that we'd give more. They really have no common sense at all!!! Oh well...

I seriously give these people FOUR SWTS!! -_-lll -_-lll -_-lll -_-lll

Anyway, most pics are with the ERA guys, while Kai and i took a few shots using our phones. We didn't really take pics at the other stops before, only when we've reached Kuantan. Kai being the arse took pics of me sleeping. Grrr....

Mission GIVEOUTFREEMILK @ Kuantan

KUANTAN!!

Kai and Jeff (ERA) planning on how to set up. Notice the people starting to swarm around us already??

Our driver, Andrew.
Damn nice fella... should ask him go out drink sometime. LoL.

I had to help Andrew to open up the cartons to get the packs of milk out ready for the hungry, kiasu Malaysians

See how big the swarm became already??
And notice the lil kids?? THEY KEPT COMING BACK under orders from their cowardly parents who wouldn't want people to see how effing GREEDY they were.

Kai started giving out the free milk.

Yeah, i know. We were damn "muak" of drinking those already!
Even Kai agrees.

The Kuantan Team
From left: me, Jeff, Kay, Kai, Andrew, and some fella from the other DutchLady truck.

We then headed to Kuantan Giant. Obviously it ain't THAT giant at all, compared to the ones here in KL. Haha... We forgot to take pics at Kuantan Megamall too. Bumped into this cute chick who was supervising an event for some gaming event by Wii, whom according to Kai, apparently gave me a cockstare when i gave her a few free packs of milk. Swelling!!

Another swarm diving in for the free milk.

Andrew and i were inside the truck sweating like pigs, trying to carry out more cartons of DutchLady milk, while Kai, Jeff and Kay were distributing the packs. Some even came back at least 7-8 rounds, till we spotted a malay lady with a whole trolley full of our milk packs. Isn't it great to have a HUGE family with at least five or six kids, at a minimum, and more to come?? Hahahahaha... (Pun intended)

The trash left after opening up a least 200+ cartons of milk.

After the whole thing, we went for dinner. We followed the ERA guys to some malay restaurant where we had our dinner before heading back to our hotel. Thanks to Jeff and Kay, being the ERA celebrities (lol!), we had free dinner on the house! Hahahaha...!! Awesome!

Look who (or what) came to join us for dinner?

The hotel we stayed in was at Grand Continental Hotel, Kuantan (compliments of Leo Burnett for our hardwork). It was a nice place to stay in. Andrew dozed off after showering, while Kai and i stayed up for our own reasons. Kai wanted to read while i had to finish up my ANW article. Luckily the hotel had WiFi!! Awesome!!!

The job was cool, despite having to travel here and there (which was the only reason why it was tiring), and we literally "masuk lorry"; the pay's even more awesome! Haha... with pays like these, i shall be getting my PSP very soon!! Woo hooooo....

Okay... I'm out.